There was no way to get out from the hell inside me
I collapsed , knee! Didn’t know what to do ?
I did everything , totally , everything I thought it may be the way to be released !
But every time I extend my hands to climb my skin
To get rid of the dark me !
The spot that I climbed
Would vanish like the dust
And I would fall again
Time by time
Second by second
A fairy of hope
Would fly away from my heart
Flopping in the dark ,I was looking for the light
For a star to guide me to the right
But my eyes would turn empty
I started to hate being me
Being inside this person
That I made my self
Although I hated being there
I couldn’t do anything about it
I’ve become so cold
That I can’t feel or desire
I’ve lost me , I’ve forgotten how do I look or what’s my name? whom I love who is the person I hate ?
Aimlessly , I decided to let go of struggle
And die peacefully in silence
Just in the time I sunk in my despair
And neglected my whole life
A precious light has Appeared
Shining on my forehead , lighting my cold heart , and limbs
Just like a splendid sun, warming me up without hurt or burn
A tender wings wrapped me and carry me out of my shell
And when I thought it was the end
You’ve showed me it was just the beginning
Excuse me followers
would you please correct me if there is mistakes ?
because my mother language isn’t english
I luv u all
have a good day