Above the hazy sky

you were the light

when the world is flopping  in the darkness

you were the warmth , when December was frozen that night

you were the one to listen when I need to talk

you were the one to embrace me with mercy ,

when  there is no way to make things work out

you were and you are the only one

I can love without the fear of losing

The only one I can talk to , at anytime and don’t get bothered

The one that can hold me up and raises me to the sky

For your mercy

The Earth can revolve
and a sky can fly up

And the sun can shine !
-sawsan Amir

I hate being old

and what i mean by “old”

isn’t the age , isn’t the wrinkles

I mean ” old” in my thoughts , old in my heart

not to love , not yeering to be loved

not seeking advanture , not having fun in life

being so cold , and Isolated from the outer wide world !

-by me ..

lily , sawsan

please , smile
so the hope can find the way to get to me

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would you please correct me if there is mistakes ?
because my mother language isn’t english
I luv u all
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There  was no way to get out from the hell inside me

I collapsed , knee! Didn’t know what to do ?

I did everything , totally , everything I thought it may be the way to be released !

But every time I extend my hands to climb my skin

To get rid of the dark me !

The spot that I climbed

Would vanish like the dust

And I would fall again

-

Time by time

Second by second

A fairy of hope

Would fly away from my heart

Flopping in the dark ,I was looking for the light

For a star to guide me to the right

But my eyes would turn empty

-

Gradually

I started to hate being me

Being inside this person

That I made my self

Although I hated being there

I couldn’t do anything about it

I’ve become so cold

That I can’t feel or desire

I’ve lost me , I’ve forgotten how do I look or what’s my name? whom I love who is the person I hate ?

Aimlessly , I decided to let go of struggle

And die peacefully in silence

-

Just in the time I sunk in my despair

And neglected my whole life

 A precious light  has Appeared

Shining on my forehead , lighting my cold heart , and limbs

Just like a splendid sun, warming me up without hurt or burn

A tender wings wrapped me  and carry me out of my shell

And when I thought it was the end

You’ve showed me it was just the beginning

!

 Sawsan ‘Amir

NOTE :
Excuse me followers
would you please correct me if there is mistakes ?
because my mother language isn’t english
I luv u all
have a good day

this is the place
where everything can turn into light
a pure, strong , powerful force
that can transform us
into transparent souls

Just wish to be invisible air
To pass by your skin between ur fingers and within the locks of your hair,
I pray. To be april’s breeze
So i can touch you

Sawsan